Sunday, October 08, 2006

recent events...

sobz my post got deleted.... QPOWEITUS;ZDFLKBN; IT WAS MEGA LONG I'M DAMN PISSED OFF ARGH!!!!

ok calm myself control my anger and start typing again cos these are thoughts that i wanna record :) btw it sucks having to push down this rising surge of frustration -.-

recent events that made an impression on me...

forbidden city. i realized something after watching this show... that everyone has their own story to tell, their own rationale and their own reasons. sometimes, it's just so much harder to blame someone if u can truly understand their story. (sobz my spontaneity all lost cos i'm regurgitating this from memory) can someone really be evil? or were ppl like hitler just deluded and misguided? i dono i sometimes don't believe that there can be true evil in the world... evil's just a mixture of misunderstanding and delusion. i guess that is why they say forgiveness is the key to making this world a better place. resentment, anger, irritation, disapopintment... just forget all those and realize that other ppl do have their reasons. altho i do admit: easier said than done. but i guess realization is the first step to putting this into action.

aiya ok lemme cut the crap and get down to the event that made me have the persistence to write this all over again: sec 4 class sleepover :) i never thot i'd miss my sec 4 class... but when i looked back all the photos during the promos period waves of nostalgia just hit me really hard. so i was really quite excited to meet up and have this class outing... hanging with this old grp of friends all over again. and hell yea it was great... absolutely enjoyable just felt so comfortable and at ease with all of them... i've been out with so many grp of friends and this feeling of just being able to fit in is something i didn't realize i missed until i went out with the 4m ppl again... and of course xb was a great host :) thx ur house is really comfortable.

outdoor buffet. the outdoor buffet was... wow ok firstly i was very put off cos i was in a different grp from ben and bernice zz. the first day... omg i've never felt my arms ache that much before. it's a totally new experience of pain -.- seriously!!! super mega pain in the night i just died during sentry duty. of course i didn't really know anyone in my grp... so i just kept quiet and cooped up in my antisocial shell... which is a rather thick shell so lolz... the second day was a lot more fun. challenge rope courses were really cool! but yea still glad that i went for the camp after all... experiences that i'll treasure.

hmmm... bleh it's so late and i'm sleepy...

|1:15 AM|


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